New Irish Writing: Carnations by Lorraine Courtney

New Irish Writing’s winning short story entry for April 2025

Illustration for New Irish Writing by Joan Murray

Lorraine Courtney

I sit in the kitchen, my thumb moving across my phone screen in a slow, deliberate rhythm. Left, left, left. The quiet here feels dense, stretching over me and the table and the half-drunk cup of tea that’s gone cold.

The app glows softly in my hand. Faces blur past – some smiling, some serious, all strangers. Each one a world I could enter. A man with dark eyes and a tight-lipped smile. Left.